I’ve deleted my facebook, and Tumblr is the next step.  It’s been really great and wonderful to hang out with you guys, but these social networking sites are doing more damage to me than they are doing good.

I’ve received some very honest feedback from an anon about how I’m incredibly narcissistic, self-absorbed, and beyond vain.  I spend way too much time on Tumblr and Facebook, and I think this has sort of contributed to a complacent lifestyle, and a self-esteem fully dependent on attention from others.  This is not who I want to be.

I’m sick of portraying some false image of myself to others, some happy-go-lucky romantic nerd, when in reality - I’m a depressing, boring, and miserable sad fuck with no life and no future.  

The best way I know how to deal with such sad conclusions is to start anew, fresh and clean.  I haven’t the heart to erase the years of history I’ve spent on this site, but my little brother is changing the password for me so I won’t be tempted to log in again.

This may seem like an unnecessairly big deal for a simple website, but Tumblr has meant a lot to me over the past few years.  It’s been a place where I can vent my frustrations and discuss the things I love with like-minded people.  I don’t make friends easily, but on this site - I feel like I have made several friends that I cherish dearly.

It’s been great.  Au Revoir.